Nothing to do for once.... and fuck all taxi drivers!

Actually not exactly nothing to do lah... Just that maybe the pace today is slightly more relax. The senior people are still having meeting so the juniors can relax a bit first. Once they are done with their meetings and decisions are made, we will be busy once again. Went to service my bike today. Finally decided to send it for servicing after whacking it for so long. Hope it will be good and serve me till Dec.... Once I get my 2A, I will straight away change to my vtecIII!!! Can't wait...

Anyway, I was really disturbed by the newspaper article about this fuck-up taxi driver who actually purposely bang into a biker and caused his death. What the fuck.... The biker was also in the wrong to race with that stupid taxi, though its the taxi's fault that he cut into the biker's lane. But com'on... a bike will always be a bike. A bike can easily win a car in term of speed, but if the car decide to just swerve and bang into the bike, no matter what, the bike will be at the losing end... And true enough, the biker died.... sighz... I really don't know what to say. To me, the taxi driver is really a murderer, no matter how the law decide to charge him with manslaughter. All these only strengthen my already very deep hatred for taxi. I will not take a taxi. I'll walk if I have to. Taxi drivers are all assholes. Whether you want to agree with me or not that's your problem because your opinion is not going to change my belief. And if there's one resolution that I really want to be fulfilled, it will be that all taxi driver burn in hell!

I am tired....

Last week has been a really busy week for me. And it doesn't helped that I know things are only gonna get worse. NDP is really taking its toll on me and I am really really tired. But I should not be complaining too much because there are others who are much more busy than me. Well, life is never fair and we can never finish comparing with one another. Now that Combined Rehearsal 1 is over, the NDP preparation is moving at a much faster pace now. Every single day, its just meeting after meetings. Rushing to the various schools to sort out things. Meeting people and all. There's not a single moment for me to just sit down and stone for a while. Sighz....

The good thing is, I am comforted to know that I will be going to pursue my degree soon. From 1st Aug, I will be a student once again. Leading a poor student life... I really have to live on my own, with whatever savings I have left. I am really looking forward to hitting school again, but at the same time there are just so much uncertainties bugging me. There's the fear that I might not do well. And the fear that all that effort and time might just go to waste. All these, added to the NDP stress, is getting me nowhere. How I wish I can just go to Thailand with Jas and her friends to enjoy a short holidays, throwing aside everything. Oh yar, I am actually quite worried for Jas too. Her appeals to the universities doesn't seem too positive and SIM is just too expensive for her. I really don't know what other choices are there for her. Sighz...

I am FUCKING PISSED NOW~!

One phone call from one retarded person is enough to spoil my day. I shall not elaborate more on the person, since there are people who sneak around other people's blog and report them to the authorities when the blogger write more than he should. Where is all that freedom of speech crap? Not that I think that old man actually read my blog but just in case.

Anyway, this fucker, simply makes my blood boils! I really can't stand it when he tries to act as if he is some big shot (HE IS NOT!). Who is he? He is just a B*** Instructor! So what if he was from C*****L B**D long, long, long time ago (or so he claims)! Who gives a damn? And he is not even a conductor or composer for the C*****L B**D. He is just one of those pathetic guys down there blowing his instrument! What the fuck! Eh hello, I know your background lah. Don't try and act as if you are some super expert in front of me lah. Request for this, request for that. Everything also want.

Fucking pissed now. Since he starts the ball rolling, I'll make sure the ball won't stop rolling. Who cares. Anyway, I am gonna go for my studies from 1 Aug onwards. Wanna complain? Go ahead.

And to all those out there who is thinking of asking me for NDP tickets. FORGET IT! Its just not possible. 25000 capacity. Even NE show also need to do 3 times for all the Pri 5 kids. How else to squeeze extra tickets for you guys. Trust me lah. Watch TV from home much better.

Sick....

I am freaking sick now. All of a sudden, got a terrible headache, high fever, bad cough and dizziness... Feels like crap now... And I got a meeting to attend in an hour time and gotta go airport to fetch my dad after that... sighz...

Friends...

332 friends in my friendster but how many are true friends? 200 ++ contacts in my handphone but how many can I count on? Sighz... Needed to take up Study Loan from the Army to pay for my school fees for SIM. As per normal, needed 2 guarantors. My mum thought it was no big deal and went ahead to call a few relatives and she was shocked when they all give her weird reasons and rejected to help. I told her its never easy to find guarantors especially where money is concern. Finally she found an old friend who agreed to help, because she was stuck in a similar difficult situation when she needed a guarantor years back.

After seeing all my mum's failed attempts with relatives and friends, I decided I should get my friends to help. Well, anyway, looking at my handphone contact list, it seems like I have a lot of friends. Shouldn't be a problem finding just 1 guarantor, right? I was damn wrong. Send quite a msg to a number of friends and none replied. I guess I made a right choice by sending SMSs instead of calling directly. This way, if anyone don't wanna help, they just don't reply and I'll get the hint. Of all the people I sent to. Only Martin and Andrew replied. Martin agreed without hesistation. And Andrew agreed after giving me a good scolding for not showing sincerity by calling direct. Well, I ended up getting Martin to help since Andrew's schedule is very packed.

This was an eye opening experience for me and I really got to understand better who are the friends I can count on when I needed help. These are the people who trust me and know me well enough. The same people who went through thicks and thins with me. To all my true friends (now I think there's not many), I appreciate all the trusts and confidences you have in me. I appreciate your willingness to go through shit with me. You are the man and you will be remembered!

What a day...

Alright I am freaking shagged now. Been a very eventful day. So much happens today. This only strengthens my point that when we are busy, we are so busy that we don't even have time to go toilet. And when we are free, we can literally sleep whole day. That's life I suppose and I am getting used to it.

Started off early in the morning with the NDP Media Brief. We were rehearsing the whole of yesterday to perfect the performances and things like that. Like most people's opinion, I think that overall its not too bad. Minor glitches here and there but that has been kept to the minimum with the tight cue control by the boss. That's the tedious and siong part. The fun part is that after the main show, while at the refreshment area, we got to mingle around with all the performers, including TV Stars like Sharon Au, Kym Ng, Adrain Pang, Khairuddin, Vernetta Lopez etc. Gurmit Singh was suppose to come too but he was sick so too bad. I also got the chance to take pictures with Vernetta, Kym and Sharon. They are a fun group of people. Not too "dao". Well, they can't really be "dao" with us since we are the ones who are gonna make sure that they get all the welfare during the rehearsals and actual show.... hehe... just kidding =P

Back to camp after that with loads of stuff to do. Gotta settle my study leave thingy. Oh yar! My study leave has been approved. I am gonna be a student~!!! haha... Oh and perhaps due to my constant brainwashing, my good friend, Ryan has decided to further his studies too. He is gonna sell his WRX for a smaller and much more powerless Suzuki Swift. Can you believe it??? Ryan selling his Rex... that has been his life. Guess that's a hard decision to make. Well, anyway, to further your studies is a long term investment. Who knows if we are doing well enough, we might even push out better cars next time? haha... push on buddy~! Its not easy to be to hit the books again after so long but with our determination and preseverance, and knowing that we've sacrificed 3 years of pay to go and study, we should be able to push on and do well! I hope lah...

Oh back to being busy. Had meetings all the way till nighttime. And now that everyone has gone home, I am still stuck here in the office because I am on duty. Doing my NDP stuff as usual. Tomorrow is gonna be another long day.... shall not think that far yet... =P

Another one...
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During the interview session... Taking photos with this year's emcee~! Don't need me to name them lah... if you can't guess the name then you might as well call youself "MILK"! hahaha...
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Attended the Media Brief for NDP today... I was in charge of the Combined School Bands... and these are my Elite Drum Majors from YTSS, Springfield and Bowen. The uniform is damn cool right... =)
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Why would anyone call himself "MILK"???

Waiting for Jas to come to have dinner with me and watch Initial D anime after that. So I shall spend a little time to update my blog.

First I wanna talk about something interesting that happened on Saturday. After dinner, me and Jas were walking along the pavement outside Taka, towards Lido to watch the movie "Unleashed". We saw a huge crowd outside Taka, cuz of some performance by some artistes. Wasn't really paying attention to who was singing cuz I am not too interested but Jas told me that the girl on stage was Tanya Chua or something. Alright, no big deal. She sing her song, I take my stroll. All of a sudden, we saw this very huge group ppl massing at the centre of the walkway (i.e. they are blocking my way.) I don't know what's happening and I am not interested. I was looking for a gap for me to walk through when suddenly we saw this group of ppl, supposedly security personnel (that's what their T-shirt says), forming a human chain and block of the whole walkway! I was like... "hello, we are LATE for our movie!" And I really feel like telling them "Hey dude, I don't care what you wanna do. Just let me go over to the other side, will ya?" Of course I do not have the chance to say that. I was standing right behind the security guard and it was damn noisy with all the girls screaming. And them I know why. Saw these group of guys with long hair, kinda look like girls, walking right in front of me. I didn't know who are they until I see those crazy girls holding up cardboards that read "I Love You Energy!!! And one of the card actually read " I love you Nui Nai (milk in chinese)."
You mean some faggot call himself MILK? Why on earth would a guy wanna call himself MILK??? Maybe that's the secret recipe of getting attention and fame.... hahahaha... damn funny... on another perspective, I think I am really kinda swakoo... For a moment I was really thinking that "Energy" is some tonic drinks they sell in 7-11. Okie now I know. They are a group of 4 faggots with gross name and long hair, that look anything but energetic.

Good news~!

My car finally managed to clock 500km for a full tank~! haha... never reach such consumption level before. Hopefully it maintain this way.

Room Revolution Part 2

My new bed was delivered this after room and the Ikea pple fixed it for me. Not free one of course. 5% of the item price.... sianz... everything thing also need money. I should have charged that Ikea guy who used my toilet. And also the water he used to was his hand. =P

Nonetheless, my room have a new look now. Did some cleaning up and it look more cosy than before. Definitely not a place for studying.... Now with the bed permanently around, I constantly feel like sleeping.... haha....

I am gonna fully mod my future subaru to look like this.... haha....
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For those who do not understand why there is a sudden increase in Traffic Police Ops recently.... here is the answer.... this is where you money goes to... hehe
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Room Revolution

Spend the second half of today re-arranging the furnitures in my room. Switced the position of the table with my bed and now I am sleeping right beside the window... hehe... will have nice scenery every night...

At first I thought it would just be a simple job. Anyway, how difficult can it be to shift a table and a bed? But once I started, lot of junks started to appear. All the dirt and dust. All the things I used to chuck aside. Its really a lot of things. With the help of Jas, I managed to do a massive clean up and threw away 6 BIG bags of trash. Jas was so nice. She helped me wipe away all the dust and also mopped the floor. And not to forget, all that stains on the door. Thank you darling~!

Just in case you are wondering why I suddenly have the mood to do all these nonsense. Well, I have just bought a bed from Ikea and it will be delivered to my house on Tue. So I have no choice but to make way for the new bed. Finally a proper bed... looking forward to it.... haha

Its final...

Received the letter from NTU today. Another rejection... hmm.... all in all I've got 6 pieces of rejection letters with me now... All from NTU, NUS and SMU. Since like the choice is obvious. Have appealed to NUS and NTU, but I guess the result will be the same. Well, at least this year I bothered to appeal. Better to try than to do nothing. And I guess that's also probably because I am more determined to further my studies this year as compared to last year. Kinda feeling old already and at the age of by the time I finish studying I would be about 27. This is a fact that doesn't really appeals to me. Starting a career so late will only mean that I would have to work longer to accumulate the amount needed for retirement.... sianz...

Rejected...

Received the Rejection Letter from SMU today.... as usual... nothing special... just as what I expected. Now left with NTU. Should be gone case too since I have not receive any reply till now.. I guess it will ultimately be SIM... Gotta get my degree the hard way. Now just waiting for reply from Army to approve my Study Leave and I'll be off to school...

It feels great to know that I am becoming a student once again. And I am actually looking forward to it....